I NEED TO GET AWAY?!?!?!? I have felt like that for about a month now! David and I LOVE to travel! But it's hard to do that with 2 small children! So each day I try not to think about wanting to go somewhere.
Where do you want to go you might ask?! It simply doesn't matter! We love Las Vegas - I could go there! I LOVE the beach - I would be happy to go there! Pigeon Forge, TN isn't far from here, I could go there - or anywhere else that you could think of! I get this deep, deep "need" (it's not a need, just a want - I know that) to GO SOMEWHERE!
Here is the problem with not going somewhere - I start to get restless in other areas of my life, and I start thinking about wanting to make changes. What kind of changes you might ask? Well, my hair color for one. Unfortunately for me, my hairdresser is on maternity leave! Another tattoo is another thing I start thinking about wanting. I really do want another one, but I can never decide on what I want or where I would put it, so I have never gotten another one, but right now I want another one - BAD! Shopping seems to be another outlet for when I cannot go! This is especially not good! Not what David wants to hear, right! He's been working his butt off and I wanna go out and spend his money!!! Poor guy!
I do try to focus my attention on house stuff and getting other things done around here! Sometimes that works - sometimes not! So I guess what it boils down to is - I gotta find a way to be content with my surroundings and just know that in a couple of months we can go somewhere - hopefully!
For now, I'm going to try to focus my attention on my goals for 2009 - starting tonight - I'm gonna try and get some scrapbooking done. Then tomorrow morning, I'm getting up and doing some exercises and doing my devotions, and I'll try not to think about going somewhere warm, sunny and sandy...